那种付出，需要代价。

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

当我们变成交心的对象的时候，我们是否还有纯友谊？

你不经意地说出了一些伤我的话，但我却把那些话听进心里面去了....


每一夜晚，在架着车回家的路上，我都刻意的打开窗口，仿佛窗外的风，可以安抚我受伤的心灵。

我理解我们，因为有太多束缚，而不能敞开心胸的接受这一切。

或许我是个情感复杂的人吧，一旦对一位女生动心，心里会有万千的思绪...

我隐藏着一次又一次对你的感觉，因为我知道我们不可能.....


那种付出真的需要代价。


一次又一次的我用羽毛球来麻醉我自己，几乎每一次在学校打羽球，我都是打到礼堂要关闭为止....然后脚抽筋，腰伤....这么折腾我自己...到底为了什么..

我是个会为热情付出的男人，我是个有缺陷的男人。


那种付出，需要代价。


我开始用酒来灌醉我自己，爱情，友情，社会时事怎么都那么负面？。。。。。我到底能做些什么来让一切变得更加美好。

醉是一种逃避，也是一种妥协。

看来此时此刻我妥协了，听着 Jasmin Thompson的歌是一种寄托。


或许我一次又一次的做错了什么...........

文字，感谢你，让我抒发...

I hear you cry I hear you weep 
I watch you turning in your sleep 
It breaks my heart and I can't take it anymore 
I wish that I could give you what you're longing for 

I know it's right I know it's true 
The love I have inside for you 
I never realized the things you've given up 
So we could have a life baby it's been tough 

And in my mind I know it's wrong 
Holding back my love so long 
If I could go back and undo the things I've done 
If that were possible baby I would run  

If I were a millionaire 
I'd spend away all your cares 
I'd buy a smile and put it on your pretty face 
Pay off your worries they'd be gone without a trace 

But you know me I've not a dime 
I couldn't buy an ounce of time 
And lately I've been slacking on the love I give 
But I'm here to tell you baby you're all I live for 



Again and again...i flip through every pages of my days, i saw some beautiful things...was trying hard to capture it with every possible ways but deep down i know it is not gonna happen...

Silent is fearful...i have it inside me..started to keep distance with everyone.

good bye my almost lover...we would never be together.

Thank you Jesus for giving so many heartbreak lessons just to strengthen my heart...

Amen for everything.

Amen.

Hallelujah.