Too much to think about even it's on holidays!

It's getting too much things in my head right now and i can't even wipe it off just like that. Facebook is no longer a place where i can shout craps and expect that no one cares and ignores me. People or so called friends in my Facebook were a burden for me. A force that came in nowhere. It just tell me that i should behave myself and maintain its reputation. It defines my character. I don't like it. My Facebook details does not show who i am...(i don't open my heart to everyone, i am a very talkative person i like to share my stories and stuff but that doesn't tell the whole part of me.) of course there are few friends whose knows me inside out. I am not sure whether they feel it or not, but they are really the occasional one. D always would be my best friend even...even...

And L, he is a special one. 

And some very few friends who would lend their hands to me whenever i need them, and i pretty sure they are reliable.